Dresses & Bows!

I am not going to lie to you, even though I knew or let's say had a feeling we were having a girl, I have been in a shock state since yesterday morning. The reality of knowing we are having a little girl in just 5 months is still a little wild for me. Or maybe I am just feeling overwhelmed by the whole idea. When I stop to really think about her being here, I get all teared up & have to fight the tears (not because I am sad of course).

She is just so amazing to me, and I know, I know every mother feels this way about their child, I guess I feel different because she was such a surprise. The feelings of nervousness, will she be healthy and am I doing everything right to make sure of it. will I do everything I should, will I miss something important to keep her healthy or make her smart, will she know how much I love her, what if I drop her (my dreams), the list goes on and on.

Hopefully, all these emotions are normal or maybe it's just because my situation has always been full of so much uncertainty - I am certain of one thing, I love her more than anything.