8 weeks!

Baby's now the size of a raspberry!
Baby is growing like mad, putting on about a millimeter every day and continuing to straighten out in the trunk. Though you can't feel it yet, baby is moving those little arms, legs, and (now only slightly) webbed fingers and toes like crazy.- The Bump

Still a lot of cramping and nausea this week and I am starting to feel pretty scared. I can't help but have this awful feeling that something is wrong with the baby. Sorry, I know that is terrible to say. So much anxiety. Last night, Nick told me his best friend's wife is having a baby too. We are about 2 weeks apart. It will be nice to have someone going through it the first time as well. Nick said he wanted to hug Dane he was so happy, since this is kinda Nick's first time going through a pregnancy.

Next week we get to meet our doctor, Mable Roberts. I am super excited! I need to come up with a game plan to tell my NC family, hopefully we can Skype, much more personal than the phone. My mom is going to get a pregnancy scrapbook started and Doug is so excited, what a wonderful feeling to have the support of family. 

P.S. Baby Lanham: I am not going to lie to you, I totally cheated and had a cherry coke yesterday. I thought it would be ah-mazing, it wasn't - won't happen again. Love you more every single day!